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He Usually Lived With a Female
The Life of a California Newspaperman
by George Garrigues
He Usually Lived With"Wonderful manuscript . . . congratulations!"
— Dr. Kevin Starr, California State Librarian Emeritus

A book published by Quail Creek Press

Based upon
the life of

Charles Harris (Brick) Garrigues

"Man, oh, man — that guy could write, couldn't he? I'll bet even his shopping lists were interesting."
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Brick's son wrote:

I held a mystery in my hand: two sheets of aged paper, browned by the passage of some seventy years, bits and pieces flaking off in my fingers, scattering on the carpet. 

As I contemplated these brittle pages, I came  to realize that I had to find the answers, to find the man behind the words: This man whom I had known for so many years, but had scarcely known at all.

This comforter of small children. This wearer of hats and smoker of pipes. This reader and writer of books. This twentieth century man, this flawed man; my father, Charles Harris Garrigues. 

And so I went looking for him.

I sought him in a hot, dusty farming town just north of the Mexican border, and there I found his ghost.

I found it also in the 
yellowed files of newspapers in old metal filing cases. I found it in the mind of a boy named Bliss Lane. But most of all I found it in the letters he wrote over a period of almost fifty years, back in the days when he wasn’t a ghost at all, but was a living, breathing man with the passions and failures common to all of us. Sometimes I think of him as Everyman.

My father, Brick Garrigues, was a man who loved music and women and the ideas he discovered in books and in the soft, flowing sound of his own voice.

He was an opera reviewer and a jazz columnist. He was a grand jury investigator and a newspaper reporter. He was at one time a Communist and he was always a devoted father, but he deserted one wife and quarreled constantly with another.

He believed in romantic love, and he believed in marriage, but he felt that the union of two minds could not be maintained within the confines of marriage. He wondered if love could last forever. Yet he was almost always in love, or just out of it.

He spent his life searching for his Answer and thought he had found it but later realized he hadn’t yet found his Truth.

These excerpts are the result of my search.

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The Hateful Frank Harris:
Really the Kindliest of Men (1928)

He Usually Lived WithBrick Garrigues, a twenty-five year old newspaper reporter in Los Angeles, continues his correspondence with his old friend, Fanny Strassman.

Fanny had returned to New York, and she began to move in an artistic crowd. She was wooed by many men, some eligible, most not.

One of them was Frank Harris, a controversial figure in both his life and his writings, whose autobiography had been published in three volumes between 1923 and 1927.

In 1928 Frank Harris was seventy-two years old.

Oct. 4, 1928
2315 So. Flower St.
Los Angeles, Calif.

My dear Fanny,

My dear girl, when Harris leered at you, why didn't you flash your most engaging smile? Then your great-grandchildren might have boasted of an affair their beloved ancestor had with the man who wrote those three naughty books. Such a chance doesn't come often, even in New York!

More seriously, though, I've seldom been as bowled over by any book as I was his "Life." I was so utterly amazed that I did something I suppose I'll always be ashamed of --- I sat down and wrote him a letter! I was surprised to get an answer a few days ago.

Frank Harris
c/o The American Express
2 rue du Congres
Nice, A.M., France

Dear Mr. Garrigus:

I am glad, indeed, that you like "My Life." You know, I suppose, that it has nearly ruined me. Till it appeared I used to get l2 - l5,OOO Dollars a year from my other books in America, after it appeared this income simply ceased. The Americans don't want to have anything to do with me as a naughty boy.

So I intend to go to New York in October to lecture them again. If I get as far as Los Angeles, I hope that you will come to see me.

To begin at 72 is rather hard lines, but I am not frightened; one can only do one's best.

Yours sincerely,
Frank Harris

Strange that everybody who has known Harris speaks of him as having rather hateful, venomous personality. No doubt he has, toward those he considers his inferiors --- and everybody except Jesus and Shakespeare he considers his inferiors in those aging days.

But in his books and in his letter he seems to me to be the kindliest of men. There's a real warmth of cordiality in his letter which I'm sure I should never waste upon an unknown correspondent.

But the "Life" --- ah, the "Life"! The Frank Harris he pictures, that he writes about -- the literary character, I mean, who has nothing to do with the author -- is a character as great as any in literature. I'm sure Harris, the character, is as great as Goethe's Faust or as Don Quixote and much greater that Hamlet.

Of course, Harris --- the author --- never realized that he was writing fiction, that is, that he was creating a character. He thought he was depicting one. Perhaps he was.

But we can't be interested in a nasty old man sitting alone in Nice, moaning because the world cannot appreciate him. We can be interested, however, in the man who took what he considered the sacred flame from the torch of Emerson, of Whitman, of Carlyle, who used it to light the pathway of Wilde and Dowson and a dozen others, and who now offers it to youth to carry on, only to have it refused because the torch is in the image of Priapos!

There's tragedy there, as there's even deeper tragedy in the friend and patron of great artists, sitting alone in a generation which has turned its eyes in a different direction, dying in the sunlight, denied even the reflected glory with which he has managed to surround himself during his lifetime.

I envy him tremendously for the tremendous life he has led, I pity him for its result, and I envy him again for his sure belief that he will be enshrined among the immortals -- however ridiculous that belief may be.

And who is Harris? An obscure writer, a journalist, a mere critic, perhaps. But his claim to brotherhood with the immortals perhaps will carry him along with the sacred band.

It was that egotism which amazed me. The spirit of the man. For sixty years there's nothing that he's wanted that he could not have. A cowboy on the Texas plains. A poor journalist. A rich journalist. The adviser -- the chestnut puller, if you will -- of ministers. The friend of princes. The only man who stood shoulder to shoulder with Wilde. The comforter of Dowson. Life poured her gifts abundantly into his lap . . .

To live, to fret out existence grasping at futile bubbles -- and seizing them -- to push forward toward the bunch of hay tied in front of the donkey's nose, carrying, transporting the load the gods want carried somewhere else -- and then to find at the end of the journey that the hay is only excelsior -- that's tragedy. . . .

Of course, you wouldn't like Harris. That's probably why I'm devoting an entire letter to him. You couldn't stand him. I can just imagine you trying to wade through the first volume!

(Time out while I burst into laughter. You who were shocked at Fanny Hill!)

Yet after the first ten pages I find it utterly impossible to consider it pornographic, or even daring. He discusses his affairs in the same spirit in which he discusses his stomach-pump. Oh, well.

This letter wanders. Don't read Harris then. Or perhaps read just one of his short stories. "A Daughter of Eve," or "The Holy Stigmata." The second I consider second only to "The Procurator of Judea" as the greatest short story ever written.

But Harris was not an artist in words. Only in living.

As ever,


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